The end is nigh!

Disjointed blog time! What is new there? Seriously, I like to do this, I decide at 1:20am (on the 29th March) to start writing a post for my blog. You know what will happen next, as I am supposed to be getting up to spend time with my Dad... Yes, I'll start on a deep meaningful point in this blog, go to sleep and come back in a week and have forgotten what the point of this post. Then I will proceed to try and write something, fail miserably and just give up on it.

This is the story of my life. And my lack of attention span! So let us go forth and see how far I don't get. I suspect (yet cannot promise) that this blog may well be a bit long as it is about the majority of my final semester at uni as an undergraduate student.

I cannot believe I have just written 'my final semester at uni as an undergraduate student'. It has taken me a lot longer to get to this point. To be able to say that at roughly 3:40pm on Tuesday 25th May 2013, I will have finished my final exam at university and thus no longer be an undergraduate.

Something does not feel write about posting that statement. It still doesn't feel real. I don't think it will hit until I move back to York (where this post was started, if it has finished whilst still here, I am accepting full responsibility for the snow.)

Don't get me wrong, it isn't the end of my education. But it is the end of my full time education experience. Exactly 20 academic years after starting at Poppleton Road Primary School.

But yes, I am reaching the end of another era in my life, and I have yet to see where I go next, I have one plan, doing an MA, but there are other plans if that doesn't happen. I'm not going to lie, there is a part of me that is feeling sad and upset as this experience draws to a close. But also, this part of me is glad that I pushed myself into doing a degree. Even though at times I have felt that I can not do it, that I am not intelligent enough to do it (thank you lack of self esteem!), I have managed to get to the final term.

Something slightly odd about knowing that you only have roughly a month of stressful reading, coffee drinking and forgetting how to spell the words 'the', 'and' and similar words you have known how to spell for longer than you care to remember!

I've loved every minute of it, seriously I have.

I don't want it to end.