I can't decide which emotion I am currently feeling the most about my return to university. I think I have gone through every emotion possible today. I mean I've bought half my reading list for this semseter now and have started reading them. (ok I started reading the comic book first, got to put my university head on slowly).
But in all honesty I am currently a mixture of nerves and excitment. I'm excited to be returning after what feels like a very long time off, but I'm nervous for many, many different reasons. I have so many questions running through my head, usually late at night before I sleep relating to returning to uni.
Will I make any friends on my course? What if I don't? What if I don't get on with anyone? What about my housemates? Will we get on? Or will it be like first year all over again? Will I actually get my degree? Can I do this? Am I capable of the 2:1 I dream of? Will I fall apart? Can I actually do my dissertation well? Will I fall apart if I have to do a presentation?
Yeah, that is the current train of thought. But I also know I can achieve these things, like getting a degree if I apply myself. I just have to ignore my self doubt.
In one week, I shall be back at university. It seems so very very close, yet still a little unreal. But, I know June 2013 will arrive so quickly, when I pack up my stuff to leave university and await the results of my degree.
Also, from next sunday/monday, I shall be attempting to write a post on this blog weekly about what is occuring. Hopefully it will be exciting.
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